+WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF I...+
I committed suicide:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I lived next door to you:
I started smoking:
I stole something:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got into a fight and you weren't there:

+WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY...+
Personality:
Eyes:
Hair:
Family:

+WOULD YOU...+
Be my friend?:
Keep a secret if I told you one?:
Hold my hand?:
Take a bullet for me?:
Keep in touch?:
Try and solve my problems?:
Love me?:
Date me?:

+HAVE YOU EVER...+
Lied to make me feel better?:
Wanted to kiss me?:
Wanted to kill me?:
Broke my heart?:
Kept something important from me?:
Thought I was unbearably annoying?:

+AND MORE...+
1. Who are you?:
2. Are we friends?:
3. When and how did we meet?:
6. Describe me in one word.:
7. What was your first impression?:
8. Do you still think that way about me now?:
9. What reminds you of me?:
10. If you could give me anything what would it be?:
11. How well do you know me?:
12. When's the last time you saw me?:
13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?:
14. Are you gonna paste this to your journal see what I say about you?:

UPDATE!!!!!!!!!! Uhm...I was originally going to have these done by today....but I've run into a bit of a problem...
T-T The wrist of my dominant hand is currently in the beginning stages of carpal tunnel and/or tedonitis, and has decided it doesn't want to draw for a bit. I am VERY sorry...and I WILL have these done before Chinese New Year!

XD From 's journal

The first 10 people who comment on this journal will get a sketch, free. However, in return, you must offer 10 free sketches in your own journal. If you've already done 10 Free Sketches, simply link the journal entry in your comment... You still qualify.

01 - I will NOT draw your request until I see this in your journal.
02 - In your comment, include a link to a reference picture of the character you want me to draw. Or write me a description.
03 - Only one character per person- Remember, this is FREE.

Have fun with this, it's a great way to pass your talents to your fans!

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1. Mikit-Yorinao
2. EverViciousYuna
3. Shadow-Whispers
4. KJ-Asuka
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Commission Status: [OPEN!!!!!!!!!!]

So I've realized something...I care far too much...
Yes, this post may be slightly emo, but I can't really put it on LJ at the moment for reasons I won't say.

I can't stand seeing people I care about hurt, or in trouble, or struggling, and yet I can do so little to help myself right now. And when I try to help, I end up failing because they won't take my help...or I stretch myself too thin and just break down. Poi breaking down...VERY bad thing. When I break down, I cry for hours, even after the tears are gone, and I become very anti-social, which hurts everyone around me. And then I bury everything inside me, and the cycle starts over...

I guess that's why I've been banned from healing until I finish healing myself. But it's hard, because I seem to attract the people who need help more than I do, even if they don't say it or show it...And I can't do anything without them asking. So what am I supposed to do? I can't shut myself in, physically or emotionally. I've tried both before, and I hate the person I became during those times. But...it hurts so much sometimes, and I'm a coward when it comes to pain of any sort. I loathe hurting so much...

Ugh...

No responses to this are needed. I know I'm being emo, but I just find getting things like this out of my head keeps it from festering...And who knows, maybe someone else is in the same situation as me, and might learn from what I have? I'm not sure...

But I am certainly not looking for pity or sympathy. Strange, isn't it? That I post something like this, and then say I don't want those. Well, ya know...I've never been one to follow the path of least resistance...I was born different...and I'll stay that way. And that's just the way I like it.

Commission Status: [OPEN!!!!!!!!!!!]

I'm almost at 1K in pageviews!!!!!!! Yay!!!!!!

So....Imma do a 1K kiriban for the 1000th person! There's a catch...you have to provide a screenshot of exactly 1000 pageviews on my gallery.

Commission Status: [OPEN!!!!!!!!!!!!]

Yeah...so Poi has been attempting to find someone to do backgrounds for a comic I want to do...Of course, this hasn't been a very fruitful endeavor.

So...I'm going to attempt backgrounds on my own. So once I start getting my comic online...warning: the backgrounds are likely to be SHITTY for a while. But...at least I'll be trying. -grumble-